"I've lost my mojo!"
I keep hoping and hoping that I will have the desire to run again, but so far... I still don't want to do it. I get home from work and just want to lay around. I don't really FEEL tired, but maybe I am? I'm pretty sure it's all in my head though.
On Saturday, I told myself that I was going to run 7 miles. I didn't. Tonight I need to run 4 miles... and I am already coming up with excuses not to do it.
I have a 10K to run on Saturday. I'm not prepared, but I'm not worried about it. I'm pretty sure that's my problem. When I signed up, I said that I would do it "just for fun" and not worry about my time.
It will be interesting to see how slowly I do it, or if I get caught up in the "race" and end up hurting myself. I've been known to do that.
But - I'm not worried.